Rule the world.

JKJH is gonna be back this afternoon. Happy ttm.

Can't wait to see him ad hug him. Misses him that bad alright=(

Hehe.

3 more days to JKJH birthday!

Build up.

Hi peeps,

It's another rainy day & JKJH is at Leisure World with Zhi Long now and they gonna be back tomorrow.

Kindda sad that I can't tag along when he asked me if I could take leave and go.

It's alright, chances are more for future.

Well, next thursday is JKJH birthday and he's gonna rent a car out! Yay! I shall have fun driving that night to practice more on my driving skill.

Shall we have swensen's together since you have got a birthday voucher from your company?

We'll see again ba.

Helped JKJH to iron his shirt before he can packed his bag and guess what?! We slept at 2am last night and it was really tired. While BiBi is sleeping just beside me on the floor. Haha!

Looking very forward towards next thursday as another thing is I off for 2 days! Hees.

Well, gonna back up now to call customers to come in for a facial treatment at just $38 to build up the sales in my shop. It's only going at $4k now in the mid month. So poor thing. I can't get my commission liao lor.

But nevermind this month pay I'm getting last month commission afterall, I can take home $2k! Yay!

Applied for my Diploma Human Resource course funding hope it can approve and I can just pay $200 + for the 10 months course.

God bless me.

Have he exlained to you?

I ever experienced being break up without any reason and he's trying to shut me off without any replies and ignoring all calls that I have called.

Calling and calling, texting and texting him non-stop and kept telling him that you need a reason to peace yourself. ** But it was all excuses

The feeling is freaking hurt and miserable like you can't live without him and it's like there's no more tomorrow and can't see him anymore as if he's dying.

But do learn from the lesson you used to cry over this guy like the world is ending. With no one knowing how hurt you are that moment.

You can't sleep, You can't speak, No appetite, No strength in anything even walking.

It lasted for so many hours, days & even months.

After all, you will thanks this guy for teaching you and makes you wake up to learnt your lesson and never gonna be like this anymore.

I have learnt. To be very positive and be opened like I can live without you.

And so, I did it. I found a better guy too, that know how to appreciate me and knowing what are my likes.

He have let me stable-d down with my life now and knowing what is right for me when doing things. He guided me in my path. He's the right guy I have met.

Thanks for all the lessons I have learnt in my past.

I'm not being sarcastic to anyone in here but I really really want to thanks all!

I appreciated.

I wanna put this word "especially" to this boy, Shawn Teng. I don't hate you but wanna be best friend with you too=D

I didn't mean to.

Are you doing good these few days?

Take great care and be always be positive.

Ah toot!

Don't cry because it's over, cry because it happened.

I'm currently working right now like NOWWWW and working alone today =((

Well, hoping the times will pass faster.

It's our 19th Monthsary being together today.

I'm really happy thou there would not be any surprises for me or any event going on later but I'm still so excited to see you in the night once I got home!

As it's a special day & I wanna make it special for just you and me=))

On our 18th, we were at Genting Highland First World Hotel.

I have make you a video.

I knew you would like it. We will keep as our gift for future.

& you gave me a token of your LOVE.

Haha but I appreciated it and have bring it home with me=D

Alright, shall put up some photos and its been so long not posting pictures up. Yea~!

Some random photos=)

( Words sent by JKJH to ME )

Just wanna share with you my thoughts.

It wasn't really important how long we had been together,

so what 5 or 8 years.

And it was only 1 year 7 months.

10 years relationship can also break up,

married can still divorce.

And so I felt the most important things

in a relationship is to cherish the person

who's willing to walk through every difficulties hand in hand.

Thank you dearest

for willing to walk through our past 1 year 7 months

with your sincere love.

Appreciated!

I'm sure and I have got trust

in our relationship that we will be able

to walk through all difficulties.

I love you!

Happy 19th Monthsary

dearest!

Secure.

Each and every time whenever we sleep together, I always hope you will me every night so I feel secure but no, I don't feel the secure.

Whenever we are on bed, I always hope you can hug me and sleep.

But it's always failed. You never never hug me and sleep but to sleep on your own.

I feel insecure .

Sent from my iPhone

Hope people don't treat me like a fool even you please.

Sent from my iPhone

I'm ill.

Feel so uncomfortable now in my body and head. Extremely exhausted and had no choice but to close shop early and head home.

Thanks to my Mom for bringing me dinner and almond drink for release of throat.

Ear stuck, nose can't breath well and throat so suffering.

Yet no one understand how I feels now.

So suck up!

Forget it. It's always that im keeping quiet here.

The third time

Why didn't did I reply you your text is because that it happened the 3rd time that my Boyf holding onto to my phone and reading. It's always the wrong timing that you ringed me and text me. So I'm afraid that there will the fourth time he will be the one again holding my phone and receive your text.

Please help me alright. Because I doesn't want to quarrel with him because of this.

Sigh...

Thanks.

Sent from my iPhone

There's a reaction if there's an action;

I do misses you times & times & didn't failed to look at my phone.

Wishes there's a text from you. But always failed to received it.

Times & times,

I picked up my phone trying to call you.

But always have a thought of what am I going to say to you

if you were to answer the call ... ...

I'm afraid now and then.

Texted you this morning and receive weird text from you. Might be ....

Well, received your call next & I feel so excited that after so long.

But just the next moment that I ask you to accompany her you said okay.

That really make me fall, have my heart broken & have a huge sigh

from my deep heart.

You are not used to be like this but it's different now.

I can't be having hopes on it when we're in this situations.

I hope you won't have the thoughts of I'm same with those girls you have met in the past.

We didn't have many meet-ups but we do have memories in the phone.

I can't forget how we were talking & texting and what we have spoke to each other.

& the way you've cheer me up when I'm super down.

Also the way you teach me to say out things as what you said.

I misses it a lot & I hope you know it.

Thou I do not know if you will still open this web to read but I still wanna post it out.

As it's part of my reliving.

I just want to say I still misses you.

Toot boy ...