t0dae ish 4 *FEB* 2008 .

and i can feel dat our love ,

our feelings are all drifting apart le .

i realli duno this will c0ntinue how long ?!!

t0dae he said he g0int to audi0 h0use to get his m0ney .

he said he ab0ut three plus get .

after getting , he will call mi .

SIX plus le , yet i didn't received any call from him .

im like deceived by him le .

hais im really very sad that i didn't receive his call .

i realli dun0 h0w to d0 le .

if this relati0nship c0ntinue t0 g0es on .

i d0n tink we each will happi .

i dun0 wad t0 do le .

I HATE MYSELF !

but

I LOVE HIM !

sadsad.

**b0y ,

i realli s0rie f0r wad i did t0 uu .

im jus taking y0ur feelings f0r granted .**

hais .

f0rget mi bahs .

alrytes .

i d0n suit uu t be with .

sorie boyfren .