tell me why, please

I dont need your care.
I dont need your concern.
I dont need your everything.
I dont wish t be soft hearted towards you anymore.

Whads th use for you t know th truth now?
No point okays!
I'm always a . in your heart.

I wanted t forget it too but WHY?
Why cant I forget it?
If words can mend everything tht you hurt me in th past,
I guess it had mended long ago.
&&
there you said you care?

TELL ME!!!!
Tell me whad should I do!!!

I do not know whad are you thinking?
Why must things turn out this way??
TELL ME!!!

Can someone please tell me & guide me thru.
I'm really tired & cant go on anymore.
I dont wish things t get worst.
Please~!
Please help me~
I beg you~