Helpless;

Dear Diary,

I've lotsa t say but I do not know how should I start or where t start. I felt myself got lots t think about but it seems lik I'm always avoiding. Whad should I do?

I felt sad. I felt distance. I felt blackout. I felt guilty. I felt many many.
Thinking & thinking & thinking last night. I know I'm doing a wrong way but I'm bored w/o you.

Tears run down. Everything stuck inside and I cant turn t anyone. Even if my best friend is able t help but I just cant move my mouth. What should i do?

Dear I miss you. I really do miss you. Cant describe how much.But I really really miss you~
x1000000000000000. Can you feel tht? I need you t be by my side. Do you know tht? Can you feel how bored I am w/o you? I really really love you. But you seems so near yet so far. How do I say? You love me & you're always thr for me but I dont feel it.


Olsen; After reading it, I feel bit hurt. I know you'll be thr. But how should I face you. I dont know I really dont know. Whad should I do again?

I knew you would breakdown so I dont call you. I do not know what t say once you've picked up. I dont know. I feel so blank. I feel so much helpless now. Can you dont be lik this? I dont want you t leave but . . .


I thought this feeling would nv come t me forever. But it still did. I cant handle it anymore as I've been long since th last tym I've this feelings. All I need now is tym . . .

People, please giv tym, will you?