No longer I guess;

Things tht I'm gona say now is whad I wan t talk t you and tell you. Quarrels is not You & Me want. A better r/s is all We want. So read thru bah. *No Offence*

Its no longer lik us before. Its who tht neglected who or this r/s?
I do not know. We have been together for several months & yet I still do not know whad actually you want or you want whad. Which is I still dont understand.

Whads in your heart you will never never say it out t let me know. Yet I'm th one who always says How I feel & Whad I wan. Please Ask yourself did you ever tell me anything?

You always says I do not understand you or I'm not understanding & need my understanding. But did you ever think back and ask yourself did you ever tell me whad you wan t let me understand?

Or have you feeling faded. You told others how you feel and etc but do I know bout it? Do i>?
No I do not know. I dont even understand you.

Ya I know you're tired for your working your job. But do you know just because of your job or your work you have neglected me & this r/s.

I feel so unsecured. I dont feel your love around me. All I feel is tht you may just go off lik this.
You know exactly how much I love you but I really do not feel how much you love me. Yes I'm AhSiao. Yes I'm crazy. Its all because of you and tht is why I became lik this.

I told myself many tym t not disturb you or text you as you're tired but I cant I really cant do tht & also I've started lose th trust for you. You treated me cold when you're tired but did you think back?

As you're working at night & you're sleeping in th morning & noon. I can get t understand this. But whenever you're off, you're still sleeping. At your house, you're sleeping & I'm watching you sleeping. I'm sleeping, you're playing game with your computer & tht call it a day for us. At my house you're sleeping all th long & me, watching you sleep & tht call it a day too. Once or twice is okays. But its not, it had been days. I know you're tired but you shouldnt neglect th love I gave you.

I'm sorry t say this here. As here is a better place for me t voice out everything in my heart. Talk-ed t you seriously but you're not serious. Texted you seriously but you'll think tht I want to start a quarrel.

Well all I hope is everything will be back t normal lik th days we be together before.
Working too tired is an excuse in a r/s. Hope you understand this & dont mistaken.
Is good if you've come up your mind.

But if you've feeling faded, let me know earlier thn dragging.

Thts all I'm gona say here. Whad will you re-act after reading this, I know.
So *No offence*.

All I'm saying here is whad I wan you t know & not just all this tht I've say is also
I love you. You can dont believe or you can do anything because from th start you have already know how much I love you and you've feel it already.

I know th way I prove you th love & th way I concerned may be too over & wrong way but thts me, lik you say "thts you, cant change" . As all I wan is t can talk t you or talk things out with a proper & healthy way & not ended up quarrels. Hope you know whad I'm trying t say here.

I just want to know eveything about How you feel at whenever & wherever. Whad you wan at this way & tht way.

Think about it and tell me bah. Hope negative wont be part of your answers but possitive...

My love for you have nv dropped since 050809.0103.