Think through it, pls.

Shawn,

Think about our relationship. Can it last further more? Or cant? Think through hao ma?

Are you really serious t go on this r/s with ME? I know I've been selfish & sensitive but I wan you t know that, that's because I love you deeply. If not I'm ignoring you too. I know you wont run away, but do you ever think that I'm afraid your heart will run away just b'cos of those on fb t girls or etc? You & me, we want a great & smooth r/s isn't it? Everyone wants tht too. I may not be a good or great girlf t anyone but you know me well. Everything I do, there's a reason behind. I wan t show you're a great boyf I've. But you just simply turned me down. I got hurt from myself. I brought it t me. You know it. You said you realise that you love me deeply. But i cant feel it at al boy. Thts all b'cos of me. I'm scared of you.

Is th world really changing? I know you're not toying me or else you can shoo me off earlier. But I still cant feel your love frankly. Think about the r/s okays.

If you think you're suffering too. Then let us mark a full stop on this story. Carry on down also got no point isn't it. We cant communicate as well as we cant solve things out. Simply complicated.

If you think I'm no longer the one you first met, and no point being together anymore, then just mark a full stop. Other girls may be greater and much more better than me. Or maybe you'll be resting till your n.s reached.

If we are really meant t be together, I believe there will be one more chance for us t be back.
I still don't understand about love. Maybe just simply wait till there's this day I understand what love is and I'm much more mature t step into r/s. Although I've make so much effort in this r/s but its all ruined by me in my hand. Make this as a special experience I gained from.

Have a good rest & have your medicine too.