I couldn't expect it.

I really can't expect it that you're avoiding me now? Really can't expect. Its hurt. That's real ! Although you guys have neglected me that night but I still going to be like this. I don't know what thing have cropped up within you guys but I still wish to know it but don't have the dare to open my mouth to ask.

Those sentences you told me should I treat it as it was just a talk from a sweet dream? Should I? Although I don't wish too but it seems like you're trying to tell me tat sooner or later?

I just can't expect things will be like this way after all. I'm sad. But all I can do is to wait for everything to be back on one fine day. You let me understand lots of things but yet . . . .

And I do not know why am i behaving this way. I hate it mans!

There's one sentence that you told me that you wish that I will do it is always on my mind thinking non-stop. I do not know why. I guess it is.

Thanks for everything you told me to. Thanks. See ya soon if everything will be back like those days. *Duck.