I just want to be.

I really wish to let go. But why can't I just be that selfish? Am I wrong to be selfish. Must I share it with others? Who will be the next. Tell Me! I need you now my brother, to share my problem with. But I need you even more. I'm scare of you. I'm afraid of you. I do not know why am I like that. I just want to be selfish.