Things had just happened and strength that I have, had gone. I got no strength to walk. Were dragging myself to walk towards & not stopping down. Everything had pull me down.
A hole in your bear which represent the hole in your heart. I wanted to try all my heart to make it mended. & you told me this sentence, " a hole is already a hole". This sentence had told me no matter how hard I try to mend it up its still always a hole.
It just simply think that what I do also the same thing.
Maybe you hadn't noticed.
But without you, I'm not really showing what I'm truly feeling. I'm unsure of my emotions lately. When I smile, I don't know whether I'm really happy or not. It's confusing. & I hate this situation right now. I'm in an unclear state of emotions. & I really need to get my stand back. & I need to grab a hold of myself.
Even right now,
As I'm posting. I don't have an idea what I really want to post. My emotions are running wild. I used to be able to post continuously & not stop to think about what to post. But now, for every sentence, I have to stop. & think about, what I really wanna type.
I don't like this. Please, end this.
Now that I'm not okay with your group of friends & wont mixed with them anymore. They just think Im insane. Well, its okay with me if they think I'm insane. The relations with them ended.
I'm gonna severe ties with you or as well as them from today onwards.
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