Severe ties

Actually, it really doesn't matter to me anymore. I can see. While you were sick, people that around you were with you and also taking care of you. Glad to see that and as what I've expected.

Thanking you for giving the courage to me to face the reality,. Though I have to severe ties with you, I guess I have to be willing to do so. You have told me once as you used to scold me that I'm a whatever and things that you have messenger me and get me hell up, way too far, too much. I was really fed-up and got a huge hurt whenever you say that. But people around told me and even ordered me that to be cheer up and not to think much. I got my own pride so as you do. I'm a girl that needed respect from others so as you do too. Though I'm too much but I did respect you as a boy/men, you know it yourself well.

No one has ever talked to you regarding of this relationship. I can't make it all blame on you. Partly were my fault for not knowing what am I doing and being hell over-sensitive about you. I do not know which way should I put it. Loves was increasing everyday that I use-d to be with you but it was in a wrong way, a wrong matter.

Well, after all I know what were my mistake. I will get myself to learn from there. I know there is not just one that I have to learn from. But I thanked you for teaching me much.

No more of saying about you and me, make it as this the last post of us or maybe you.

Ps: Drink more water and not drinking. Eat more as you getting thinner and thinner. Get more rest, if not sick is going up to you again. You hate it too.

Best wishes to you, my friend stranger/Shawn.T.c.x

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